Hatred is Beauty

Hate is something that will go on forever, it doesn't stop. I'm probably going to be hated my whole life by individuals who try to hold me down. I know who I am as a person and I know where I have came from. If you hate me for that, then obviously you suck at life and aren't as fabulous as me! Something that makes me different from anyone on REALWORLD in the past seasons is that... hmmm... IM NOT AN ALCOHOLIC! I don't have sex on camera, let alone at all, you could say im a reborn virgin. Sex is boring and it's overrated. I can pleasure myself better then anyone else can. I'm a very open person, I say what's on my mind and I don't think before I speak. It's all in dark humor in my book. I'm also a very talented person. Most people on the show just drink all day and bicker with eachother. Yes, I do argue alot, but I argue about meaningful things, things that are happening in the world today, like people dying everyday from AIDS and the EQUAL rights homosexuals DON"T have. I want to show the world that every gay person isn't the same and change the way people view homosexuality. I'm sure every homophobic parent tells their son/daughter that we are the devil, but I want to change their ignorance into a respectful view of homosexuality. I'm not here to be drunk 24/7 and jump from bed to bed, i'm here to have an experience and to have fun and show off who I am and how unique I am as a person. I'm funny as hell and can make people piss their pants. I'm goofy and dance from morning til night. I'm full of life and I strive to achieve in life and drive myself towards the things I want. I'm a good person at heart, but I have a tough shell... I have this shell because people hate me for the person I am, the person who isn't going to compromise the way I live or change for any individual besides myself. What makes me beautiful is that I feel comfortable in my skin and I can live day to day knowing people hate for - yet I still stand strong and I keep both feet on the ground.

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