What you need to do is be thankful for the life you got . . .

"you know what I'm saying?
Stop looking at what you ain't got and start being thankful for what you do got. . ..
You're gonna be a shining star
Fancy clothes
And fancy ca-ars
And then you'll see
You're gonna go far
Cause everyone knows
Just who you a-are.
So live your life, (Hey! a-ay a-ay a-ay)
You steady chasing that paper
Just live your life (Oh! a-ay a-ay a-ay)
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life
No telling where it'll take ya
Just live your life (Oh! a-ay a-ay a-ay)"
*Live Your life, by T.I. Ft. Rihanna

-Song reminds me of this whole competition =)

Wow . . .
Well I can't tell you how much it sucks to see that little yellow bar on my picture. Really ruins the flow of my page lol.

So the winner was announced and I mean obvi it wasn't me. Of course I have some feelings that I wish I wasn't feeling right now but Im not gonna let it drag me down. BMP got the cast member they wanted and I hope to god that she shows the real world house more flavor then PretyBoy did. Ayiiia, Do that for us all please.

Everyone on this site knows the tension me and her had. I don't have any hard feelings toward her. We're both stubborn girls who were going for what we wanted 100% and we weren't gonna let some girl get in the way of that. Well she won, more props to her, please carry on the hot tub tradition that's all I ask because they didn't last season lol.

On another note I stole a list of everyone that had me up on their page from my mom (amysmomstar) Theres a total of 75 people... Thats a ton of support behind me! I love you all, and I have made so many great friends from this site that it would be impossible to say something about you all.. but to some of the ones I talk to on a daily basis outside of the site whether it be on aim/ text or both(!) I have a lil message for each of you in no particular order . . .

Parrty_girl_87 :: When we cruisen around NY?! These hockey boys you chill with girlll we mayy need to hook 2 of my best friends upp haha :p

My sugar cookie - NotYourAverageGay :: Your support was phenomenal and you are BY FAR my favorite gay man I have ever talked to. You even beat the guy I met in NY with the Murse (man purse) Thats huge =) <3

Jason_filyaw :: The first to start the picture trend! I'm waiting for my big break son, remember #1 model spot in that music vid.. im ready! haha :p

Chase2 :: Your a lil stud with the women around this site. New girl up in the house on a daily basis. But do your work boy, it seems its worken. btw I dedicate the song "Womanizer" to you. ha. You def got a way with the ladies.

TheMakebeliever :: lets get together sooon, thanks. Thats all I have to say to you. Nothing more ha :p jk jk Lets all do a sunday football day yesssss?! Ill make the wings. You can't say no to that haha =D

Im rly rly glad that I met you all. Seems redic, Im not the kind of girl that has e-friends. But I love you to pieces!

And who would have known that RealWorldCasting would bring together 2 people who live close and know a lot of the same people - As you know him, DouglasFresh. As I know him, doug, babes, you don't want to know the rest.. haha jk jk. And my fav one of them all - My boyfriend =) <3u.

Also my two best friends were on here. . .
jessdanteisbadass - My Biff, her name says it all.
thoughtsbecomethings - B!ch causen drama.. haha <3u!!!!!

Plus all of my amazing sorority sisters who voted for me every day and supported me on juicy campus ahem Katie B. haha. And my Big who was there for me through the anticipation of who won. Really I love you all! And hey Ill be back in the spring now ;)

So this has been a roller coaster of emotions. Stay positive people that's all I ask. Confidence never hurts anybody, even if you don't win ;)

***************
Peace, Love, And mad Happiness
-Look out for me... Ima be big one day hahahaha :p
***************

adamnmhm
adou320
amysmomstar
andrew21
ashleybrooke1988
baracuda151
brucebruceseattle
calvinj2
chase2
chous10
chrisbickel
chrisq15
codystalsby
daking2009
danntatthedisco
dastanva2
demdawgs
douglasfresh
downtowne
drew432
e2kmoby
espek1
everybodulovesmc
f-la
flash30
fletchertubbs
fredd0
hdub008
heatherrrrrf2d
heylaurenkelly
hokiekyle
isitwatuwant
javidm
jessica_blair1386
jmizzle87
jokery1987
joshuab1313
jukeb0x
kaitlink212
kdj0817
keithmanda
laurenh
leahaldine
lilcappy85
lilqut08
marcuz2
notyouraveragegay
n3wera
oosh
parrty_girl_87
petetheheat
pinkgtrs
qbanlee
reychl2
respectcproc
rorycam
roxystein
ryanec9
simplysexymeca2
smyley43
standupjosh
sugarandspice23
swissero411
themakebeliever
ursweetescape7
votes4u
whiteboy22
youwillloveit
zach4sandiego

Each of you had me up on your pages . . .
Thanks for all of the amazing support through this whole competition (damn I sound like Im accepting an award, oppositeeee haha)
I LOVE YOU ALL!

and p.s. I'll be back next time as a VOTER. IrishBrys my main competition ;) haha. and you all know I gotchu.

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