My Worst Fear!!!

What's up everybody. First, I just want to thank everyone that has helped me move on to Round 2. Now, what is my worst fear? I have plenty of things that I sort of fear. 1. I hate needles and knives. Needles used to petrify me when i was younger and had to go to the doctors. lol. I have been nervous about knives because of the way it just slices things. I mean, imagine getting stabbed. To me, its probably worst to get stabbed than to get shot. It seems more painful. But my worst fear of all, would be that I am fearful of being a failure/disappointment.
Being raised up by a single parent (my mom), Ive always wanted to give her everything when i got older. I promised her when i was younger that i would by her a house when i have the money. i love mom for everything she has done for me. if i were to be a failure/disappointment in her eyes. i would probably be crushed. if i have kids one day, i would want them to enjoy having me as their father, and not some deadbeat, like my father.
If i were forced to confront with being a failure, im honestly not sure what i would do. it would probably screw my mind up for a while, but eventually i'll try to overcome it. i am a pretty strong, REAL, person, that could build myself up and try to be a non-failure/disappointment.

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